Senin, 14 Desember 2009

my frist love

Everyone can see

There's a change in me

They all say I'm not the same

Kid I use to be

Don't go out and play

I just dream all day

They don't know what's wrong with me

And I'm too shy to say

It's my first love

What I'm dreaming on

When I go to bed

When I lay my head upon my pillow

Don't know what to do

My first love

He thinks that I'm too young

He doesn't even know

Wish that I could tell him what I'm feeling

'cause I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall

Does he care at all

Does he ever notice me

Does he ever found

Tell me teddy bear

My love is so unfair

Will I ever found away

An answer to my pray

For my first love...

te a mo

En palabras simples y comunes yo te extraño

En lenguaje terrenal mi vida eres tu

En total simplicidad seria yo te amo

Y en un trozo de poesia tu seras mi luz, mi bien

El espacio donde me alimento de tu piel que es bondad

La fuerza que me mueve dentro para recomenzar

y en tu cuerpo encontrar la paz

Si la vida me permite a lado tuyo

Creceran mis ilusiones no lo dudo

Si la vida la perdiera en un instante

Que me llene de ti para amar despues de amarte...vida

No tengas miedo ni dudas

(choro) este amor es demasiado bueno

Que tu seras mi mujer

(choro) yo te pertenezco todo entero

Mira mi pecho, lo dejo abierto

Para que vivas en el

Para tu tranquilidad me tienes en tus manos

Para mi debilidad la única eres tu

Al final tan solo se que siempre te he esperado

Y que llegas a mi vida

Y tu me das la luz del bien

Ese mundo donde tus palabras hacen su voluntad

La magia de este sentimiento que es tan fuerte y total

Y tus ojos que son mi paz

Si la vida me permite a lado tuyo

Creceran mis ilusiones no lo dudo

Si la vida la perdiera en un instante

Que me llene de ti para amar despues de amarte...vida

No tengas miedo ni dudas

(choro) este amor es demasiado bueno

Que tu seras mi mujer

(choro) yo te pertenezco todo entero

Mira mi pecho lo dejo abierto

Para que vivas en el }Bis

Sabtu, 17 Oktober 2009

unintended by muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

memories of you by last child

I see the childis part of me
When I start losing my mine of You
And I try to runaway from You
To hit back what You have done to me

And someday You will know the truth
You see me walk with someone new
Seemslike Yesterday when You get to hurt me
Make me dying with all my lonelynase who try to killing me

I still remember all the memories betwen You and me
I do every crazy thing it just to make me, You happy
But know I'm not affraid to hurt by someone else
And I'm laughing if I remember learn to smoking when your gone

I never guess to be like this
Feel nasty when You give me a kiss
And I brake my world around of You
From deeply I wanna said F**k You

And someday You will know the truth
You see me walk with someone new
Seemslike Yesterday when You get to hurt me
Make me dying with all my lonelynase who try to killing me

I still remember all the memories betwen You and me
I do every crazy thing it just to make me, You happy
But know I'm not affraid to hurt by someone else
And I'm laughing if I remember learn to smoking when your gone

the tormented by killing me inside

For the last time you waste my tears now, no more torment
But don’t just say u’ve gone away
You tell a fuckin’ tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can’t stand it anymore)
Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(Youre just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
Were the worst fucking days
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me
(That I’m not yours anymore)
You know I was dying when you told me
(Youre just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me
(She comes and wakes me)
And when she bit my lips and kissed me there
And when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight
(Live tonight)
When she said that she really loves me
But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you’re holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no…
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older she blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say

Minggu, 11 Oktober 2009

lirk lagu dibalik hari esok

matahari jangan kau berpaling
biarkanlah terang kembali mengisi hariku
jangan kau berhenti
dan putar kembali
tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
berhenti berdetak sampai kau disini kembali
putar waktu kembali

REFF:
Kunyalakan tv dan tenggelam ku dilayar kaca
Membawaku kembali pada waktu itu
Ciuman pertama yang kau rasa
Semua berlalu tanpa terasa
Tak akan semua kembali seperti
Sedia kala disaat semua biasa saja
Membawamu kembali disampingku
Membawaku pergi bersama mu

Dan pastikan
Kau akan kembali
Tak akan bisa kau ambil jantung ini
Berhendi berdetak sampai kau disini kembali
Putar waktu kembali

Aku disini inginkan canda dan tawa
Teriak lepaskan beban terdalam
Belum waktuku ini waktumu bersinar

Kamis, 01 Oktober 2009

pedih by last child

Engkau yang sedang patah hati
Menangislah dan jangan ragu ungkapkan
Betapa pedih hati yang tersakiti
Racun yang membunuhmu secara perlahan

Engkau yang saat ini pilu
Batapa menanggung beban kepedihan
Tumpahkan sakit itu dalam tangismu
Yang menusuk relung hati yang paling dalam

Hanya diri sendiri
Yang tak mungkin orang lain akan mengerti
Disini kutemani kau dalam tangismu
Bila air mata dapat cairkan hati

Kan kucabut duri pedih dalam hatimu
Agar kulihat senyum di tidurmu malam nanti
Anggaplah semua ini satu langkah dewasakan diri
Yang tak terpungkiri juga bagi

Engkau yang hatinya terluka
Dipeluk nestapa tersabut derita
Seiring saat keringnya air mata
Tak mampu menahan pedih yang tak ada habisnya

Selasa, 29 September 2009

bodohnya diriku by AOP

Kau pernah melukai aku
Ku sadar itu
Kau pernah meninggalkan aku
Dan ku sadar semua itu

[*]
Tak pernah ku sangka dirimu
Tak bisa cintai ku
Jika ku tetap mengharap dirimu
Mungkin itu maumu

[**]
Bodohnya diriku selalu menunggumu
Yang tak pernah untuk bisa mencintai aku
Oh Tuhan tolonglah beri aku cara
Untuk dapat melupakan dia dan cintanya

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Rabu, 12 Agustus 2009

Nappeun Maeumeul Meoggehae/Fight The Bad Feeling

ottokhana
jakku nabbeun ma-eumeul meo-gge dwae
mianhae

ireo-myeo-neun andwe-neun-gorara
kojimal
kojinmariya marha-myeon

nae ma-eumi tashi tora-galkka
nunmurina
nomu mianhaeso nun-kil motchugo

gaseum apa
chon-madi-reul mweollo hae
saenggakanna

kudae jakku nareul
nappeun ma-eumeul mogge yhae
kudae-reu-rin-neun ma-eum
http://yuyaindou.blogspot.com

naege-neun choh-eun mam anya
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nappeun ma-miya nappeun ma-miya

uri sarang yeongwo-nhi opseo-ji-ji a-nha
nappeun ma-eumeul mogge yhae
kudae-reu-rin-neun ma-eum

naegeneun choh-eun mam anya
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nomu nappeun mamiya

nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
urisarang ji-u-neun-gon
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya

i-byeo-ri shi-rheun-de
keu-nyang noreul heyojigin chugodo shi-rho

moseun ma-rhago jebal nal jaba jebal
chongmal nae ma-eum pyeonhage
hajimalgo yejon-choreomman

tajeonghage keunyang yeppun-ge naman bwajugo
ttasuhage han madiman hae ju-myeon
sowon-opseo

kudae jakku nareul
nappeun ma-eumeul mogge yhae
kudae-reu-rin-neun ma-eum

naege-neun choh-eun mam anya
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nappeun ma-miya nappeun ma-miya

uri sarang yeongwo-nhi opseo-ji-ji a-nha
nappeun ma-eumeul mogge yhae
kudae-reu-rin-neun ma-eum
http://yuyaindou.blogspot.com

naegeneun choh-eun mam anya
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nomu nappeun mamiya

nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
urisarang ji-u-neun-gon
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya

kuriji-malgo nareul chabajwo
saranghanda hanmadiman marhaejweo
maennal maennal soksanghage hajimalgo

ttan namja mannado nun kamajweo-ja-nha
sangsanghagi shi-rho
niga omneun tan harudo

only tugi shi-rho
hajiman nappeun-namja dwegin shi-rho
nappeun-ma-eum moggido shi-rho
choh-unnam-ja dwego shi-peo

나쁜마음을 먹게해

naege-neun choh-eun mam anya
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nappeun ma-miya nappeun ma-miya

uri sarang yeongwo-nhi opseo-ji-ji a-nha
nappeun ma-eumeul mogge yhae
kudae-reu-rin-neun ma-eum

naegeneun choh-eun mam anya
nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
nomu nappeun mamiya

nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
urisarang ji-u-neun-gon

nomu nappeun ma-eumiya
ibyeori shi-rheunde
keunyang neo-rang heyojigin chu-eodo shirho

nunmuri nanda

cham himdeuniriji
han-goreum twiye-seo
noreul parabo-neun kon irohkedo
nae nunmul-ttae-mune kuri-umttae-mune

hulyoe-jyeo-ganeun noreul
choe-eum kuddaero twe-dorril sun om-neun-ji
ireum-jocha moreuge

cho-gumman do idaero parabogiman-halkke
chi-geum nan nobagge bo-i-ji-ranh-neunde
oneul-kka-jiman noreul kujyeo paraman-boda
nae-ireun norit-ketdago tajim-handa

chi-uryeo haet-jiman ollukjin chu-okdeul
bon-chyeo-man gal-ppeuniya
cho-eum-geu-ttaero twedorrilsu om-neun-ji
ireum-jocha moreuge

cho-gumman do idaero parabogiman-halkke
chi-geum nan nobagge bo-i-ji-ranh-neunde
oneul-kka-jiman noreul kujyeo paraman-boda
nae-ireun norit-ketdago tajim-handa

kyeon-dyeonael-suneun issulji alsu-optjima
na tteo-nal su bakke
saranghae nol saranghae hanbondo mothaetdon mal
so-geuro samkinchae chiwoya hagetji

keu-rohke tto keu-rohke
no-obshi saragado
onjena nae gaseumane no issul ppeun

what should do i do

kudaen nomu tang-yeonhan-deut
oneul naege anbu-reul munneyo
nan keu-jo jal jinaen-dahaet-jyo
kudaen cheongmal nal nomu mo-reu-jyo

kudae-obshi tto naega
kwaen-chanheul got kannayo
kudaeneun na obshi kwaenchanh-nayo
tangshin-omneun sesangi

nomudo him-deu-ro-seo
sumshwi-neun nareul wonmang-haet-jyeo

otteokhajyo
ajikdo nan
kudae hanmadiye
busojineun harureul sarayo

kudae naege mal haebwayo
ireo-neun-ge jakku oneunji
kudae tto nacheoreom haruga

apeugo tto apeunji
marhaebwayo kudaewa na

imi nomu nucheonnayo
uri tashi kihwe-neun eom-nayo
ajik kudael saeng-gakhaeyo
kudaen ama alchido moreujyo

kyeol-gugireon-gan-gayo
ireohke kkuchin-gayo
kudaeman idaero kwaen-chanh-nayo
nan andwel got kateunde

kudae-gateun sarangeul
chugodo naegen obseul tende

otteokhajyo
nae maeumeun
kudae animyeon nugudo
anajulsu opseultende

jebal nareul jabajweoyo
aljanhayo
tan hansaram amuri aesseodo

kudaereul ji-ulsuga optdan-geol
jebal nareul chabajweoyo

otteokhajyo
ajikdo nan
kudae hanmadiye
busojineun harureul sarayo

kudae naege mal haebwayo
ireo-neun-ge jakku oneunji
kudae tto nacheoreom haruga

apeugo tto apeunji
marhaebwayo kudaewa na

imi nomu nucheonnayo
uri tashi kihwe-neun eom-nayo
ajik kudael saeng-gakhaeyo
kudaen ama alchido moreujyo

making a lover

sesange sori jilleo
I love you neol saranghan-dago
naye yeo-jaga dweyeo dallago

nunbusyeo always you’re my star
naega neol jikyeo-julke
I can always waiting for you

jichin haruye kkuteseo
narutke han yuwirhan saram
himgyeo-un nae salme kkuteso

nal ban-gyeojun tan hansaram
tashi harureul shijakhae
noye yeppeun miso tto-ullyo

nan nuguboda haengbokhae
noman nae gyote isseumyeon

cho hanure I promise you
nae modeungol noyege julke

sesange sori jilleo
I love you neol saranghan-dago
naye yeo-jaga dweyeo dallago

nunbusyeo always you’re my star
naega neol jikyeo-julke
I can always waiting for you

wae ije-seo-ya un-goni
on sesa-ngeul gajin-got kata
komawo nomane cheon-sa

cho-eumcho-reom nol saranghae
cho haneure I promise you
noye modeun-gol katgo shipo

sesange sori jilleo I love you
neol saranghandago
naye yejaga dweyodallago

nunbusyeo always you’re my star
naega neol jikyeo-julke
I can always waiting for you

uri hanaman yaksokhae
hanureul keol-go maeng-se-hae
tae-yangi bulta opseo-jil
keunal-kkaji neol saranghae oh my love

kidohae nal heo-rak-hae-chugil
noye nam-jaro nal bada-jugil
yaksokhae chunnun nalkkaji nae ma-eum pyeonchi anha

I can always waiting for you
baby I will forever with you
yeong-wonhi nomaneul
saranghae

wish you are my love

Nado nareul jal moreugesseo naega ireoljul mollasseo
Danghwangseure josimseure jakku neoman bureujanha
Ireon nae mameul dageuchyeodo nega nae gyeoteul seuchimyeon
Tto geureoke useumyeo nan amu geotdo mot hae
Sarangi anirago naega malligo mireonaebwado
Honjaseo utgo itgo ireon nareul eotteoke hae
I wish ur my love ijen naegero wayo
Nado moreuge seolleine oneuldo nan ireoke nan

Ne ape seoseongijiman sarang kkok malhaeya anayo
Ireoke wonhago inneunde yeongwoneul yaksokhal dan han saram
Geudaejanhayo
Ajik sarange seotulgodo hoksi nae maeumi deullimyeon
Tto mianhae dareumyeon nal hyanghaeseo useojwo
Neoege gobaekharyeo junbihan bamsaewo saenggakhan maldeul
Gyeolguk ne ape seomyeon amu maldo motago

I wish ur my love ijen naegero wayo
Nado moreuge seolleine oneuldo nan ireoke nan
Ne ape seoseongijiman sarang kkok malhaeya anayo
Ireoke wonhago inneunde yeongwoneul yaksokhal dan han saram
Geudaejanhayo

I mameul neukkyeobwa neoman
eul baraneun naui sarangeul wo~
I wish ur my love ije uri saranghaeyo
Say good bye neoreul sogil su eobseoyo
Ijen nareul heorakhaeyo yonggi nae oneulgatdorok
Geudaedo naemamgwa gatdamyeon naega wonhago itdamyeon
Naegero wajwoyo ije uri sijakhaebwayo

Minggu, 19 Juli 2009

one more time

One More Time – 나무자전거 (Wooden Bike)

—————-TRANSLATION————
each day is so slow and so hard
because no matter how hard i try to reveal my heart
you can’t see it

i’m just resent the time that’s gone by
no matter how much time changes, i’m always sad

one more time
even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more
i’ll laugh for only you, i’ll cry for only you

one more time
like the hot sun of the sky
i’ll love all of you forever, only you

one more time

i miss the image of the warmhearted you standing beneath the umbrella
though i wipe these tears again, i’m always sad

one more time
even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more
i’ll laugh for only you, i’ll cry for only you

one more time
like the stars that shine brightly in the night sky
i’ll love all of you forever, only you

one more time

i promise that a tomorrow that we both share will find us
i promise that a happiness that we both share will find us
i’ll always be by your side

one more time
even though it hurt, i should have loved a little more
i’ll laugh for only you, i’ll cry for only you

one more time
like the hot sun of the sky
i’ll love all of you forever, only you

one more time
oh my love for you
oh one more time
oh my love for you
one more time

—————-ROMANIZATION————
haruga nuhmoona dudigo nuhmoo himdeulda
neh ma eumeul da bo ilyuh hehdo geude bol sooga obssuhsuh

nan geujuh jinagan shiganeul wonmang hago issuh
ddo gyehjuli ddo baggwi uhgagodo naneun yuhjunhi seulpuh

one more time
apado jogeum duh sarangeul halgul
nuhmaneul wi heh ootgo nuh maneul wi heh oolgeh

one more time
juh haneul ddeuguhoon taeyang chulum
youngwonhi nuh eh modeun gul sarangheh ojik nuh maneul

one more time

oosan sok dajunghan ni moseub nuhmoona geulibda
i noonmooleul ddo dakggabojiman naneun yuhjunhi seulpuh

one more time
apado jogeum duh sarangeul halgul
nuhmaneul wi heh ootgo nuh maneul wi heh oolgeh

one more time
bam haneul bitnaneun byulbit chulum
youngwonhi nuh eh modeun gul sarangheh ojik nuh maneul

one more time

ooli ehgeh gateun neh ili chaja ogileul yaksokheh
ooli ehgeh gateun hengboki chaja ogileul yaksokheh
unjena gyutteh isseulggeh

one more time
apado jogeum duh sarangeul halgul
nuhmaneul wi heh ootgo nuh maneul wi heh oolgeh

one more time
juh haneul ddeuguhoon taeyang chulum
youngwonhi nuh eh modeun gul sarangheh ojik nuh maneul

one more time
on my love for you
oh one more time
oh my love for you
one more time

romanization

—————–ROMANIZATION————–
seulpuh jimyun ggot hyanggileul matjyo
geuli oon geudeh hyanggileul manjyuhyo
guh lileul gul uh yo barameh seuchineun
geudeh soomgyul da eul ddeut heh yo

algo itnayo geuden neh mam moleujyo
bogo shippuh nan ddo pyunjileul jukuh yo
soojoobeun neh ma eum ggotippeh ddwiwuhsuh
geudeh ehgeh boneh yo

nan oosuhyo himi deulmyun oosuhyo
honjasuhdo nan hengbok heyo
mullisuh mullisuh bara bwaya hajiman
geujuh hangulleum jocha daga suhji mot hago

jogeumeun algo itnayo
jogeumeun bolsoo itnayo
geuden ggoom chulum na eh mam sok joyonghi heuleumyun
moondeuk jogeumeun nan geudel saranghaneun ma eumeul
salmyuhshi bo igo shippeun gul

giboon joeun geudeh noleh soli eh
soojoobeun deut nan ddo gaseumi ddwi uhyo
hokshina geudehga ilun nal bolggabwa
salmyuhshi ddo soom uhyo

nan oosuhyo we lowuhdo oosuhyo
honjasuhdo nan jalheh watjyo
mal ubshi mal ubshi dwit moseubeul bojiman
geudeh boodeuluh oon son jababogo shipjiman

jogeumeun algo itnayo
jogeumeun bolsoo itnayo
geuden byul chulum na eh mam sok choo ukeul mandeuluh
ajoo jogeumeun nan geudeh ddasaro oon uhggeh eh
gideh uh jamdeulgo shippuhyo

oonmyung igetjyo sarang igetjyo
alggayo ilun neh ma eum eul

jogeumeun algo itnayo
jogeumeun bolsoo itnayo
geuden ggoom chulum na eh mam sok joyonghi heuleumyun
moondeuk jogeumeun nan geudel saranghaneun ma eumeul
salmyuhshi bo igo shippuhyo

jogeumeun geudeh leul geulijyo

starlight tears

별빛눈물 (Starlight Tears) – 김유경 (Kim YuKyung)

—————TRANSLATION—————
the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

i’m walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can’t you be the one that’s in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

—————ROMANIZATION—————
seh hayan byulbit chi noonmooleul gamssayo
ddaddeut han barameh noonmooli nehlyuhyo
geudeh neuggi nayo
joyonghi soksak ineun geudeleul hyanghan i ddullimeul

hayan jongi wi eh geudel geulyuhyo
ddaddeut han misoga nal ana joonehyo
igeh sarangin gayo
doo nooneul gama bwado geudeh man bo ineun gulyo

i will be waiting for you
geudel gidal lilggehyo
duh isang apeun noonmool bo iji aneullehyo
you let me know guhjitmal gatteun sarang
nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo

geudeh eh gi uk sokeul gutgo issuhyo
gaseum sok gadeukhi noonmooli goyuhyo
na udduhkeh gajyo
ggoomsok ehsuhdo jocha geudeleul geuli wohehyo

i will be waiting for you
geudel gidal lilggehyo
duh isang apeun noonmool bo iji aneullehyo
you let me know guhjitmal gatteun sarang
nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo

nal balabwa jwoyo juhgi juh byuldeul chulum
neh mameh geudehga dwehuh jool soo ubnayo

i will be waiting for you
geudel gidal lilggehyo
duh isang apeun noonmool bo iji aneullehyo
you let me know guhjitmal gatteun sarang
nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo


조금은 (A Little Bit) – 서진영 (Seo JinYoung)

—————–TRANSLATION————–
whenever i’m sad, i smell the fragrance of the flowers
i miss you, i touch your scent
walking the distance, fleeting in the wind
i feel as though i could touch your breath

you know, you don’t know my heart
i miss you. i write a letter again
plucking a petal of my shy heart
i send it to you

i smile. when it’s hard, i smile.
even though i’m alone, i’m happy
though i have to watch you from far away, far away
and you don’t walk towards me one step

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart

at the sound of your cheerful song
my seemingly shy heart starts to thud
lest should you see me like this
i hide again gently

i smile. even though i’m lonely, i smile
i’ve done okay so far by myself
though i look at your back figure without a word, without a word
though i want to hold your soft hands

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you make memories in my heart like a star
just a little, i want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep

this is probably destiny. it’s probably love.
could you know, this heart of mine?

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart

just a little, i miss you

romanization

Lucky – Ashily i actually like this song a lot (:

—————ROMANIZATION—————
nan himi deulddehmyun lucky in my life
geudehga ggoom chuh lum daga onehyo

seulpuh jilddehmyun lucky in my dream
geudeh ddaseu hageh naleul ggok gamssa joonehyo

unjena iluhkeh oossuhyo na
sesangi himdeulgeh hehdo nan juldeh
noonmooleun bo igo shipjin anchyo
neh mameul moleuneun geudehlado
mulli suhlado geudeh eh geu miso leul
ganjikhal soo issuh daheng ijyo

oolgo shipeul dden lucky in my love
sangsang sok geudehga mutjyuh boyuhyo

ooljuk heh jimyun nan lucky in my world
geudeh ggoomgyul chulum naleul ggok anajoojyo

unjena iluhkeh oossuhyo na
sesangi himdeulgeh hehdo nan juldeh
noonmooleun bo igo shipjin anchyo
neh mameul moleuneun geudehlado
mulli suhlado geudeh eh geu miso leul
ganjikhal soo issuh daheng ijyo

modeun geh areumdawo nan nuhmoo hengbokhan gul
welo oon sesangeh nan ddo neh sowoneul damayo

unjena iluhkeh oossuhyo na
sesangi himdeulgeh hehdo nan juldeh
noonmooleun bo igo shipjin anchyo
neh mameul moleuneun geudehlado
mulli suhlado geudeh eh geu miso leul
ganjikhal soo issuh daheng ijyo

geudeh han galeumman dagawayo

—————TRANSLATION—————
when it gets hard, lucky in my life
you come towards me like a dream

when i get sad, lucky in my dream
you hold me tight with warm embrace

i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don’t ever want to show my tears.
even though you don’t know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it’s a relief

when i want to cry, lucky in my love
you look so handsome in my imagination

when i’m frustrated, lucky in my world
you hold me tight like a dream

i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don’t ever want to show my tears.
even though you don’t know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it’s a relief

everything is beautiful. i’m so happy.
i make a wish again in this lonely world

i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don’t ever want to show my tears.
even though you don’t know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it’s a relief

take one step towards me

stand by me

Stand By Me – SHINee

—————ROMANIZATION—————
stand by me nal balabajo ajik sarangeul mo leuh jiman
stand by me nal jikyuhbajo ajik sarangeh suhtool jiman

nuh leul bolsoo lok gibooni jo ahjyuh nado molleh noleh leul boolluh
hansongi jangmileul sago shipuhjin ilun neh moseub shin gihandeh

neh ma eumi nuh ehgeh daneun deut heh i sesangi areumdawo
ilun sulleh imeul nuhdo neuggin damyun boodi jogeum man gidalyuhjo

together make it love, forever make it your smile
nuh eh hwanhan miso gadeukhi
together make it love, forever make it your smile
ijeh neh soneul neh soneul jaba

stand by me naleul balabajo ajik sarangeul mo leuh jiman
stand by me naleul jikyuhbajo ajik sarangeh suhtoon gut gatta

nuh leul alsoolok gaseumi ddullyuhwa naneun geujuh ootgoman issuh
nuh ehgeh salmyuhshi kisseu hehbolgga jogeum ni mam eh daga sulgga

neh ma eumi uhjjuhmyun sarang ilgga nan ajikeun soojoobeundeh
ajik hanguleumdo daga suhji mot han na eh sarangeul gidalyuhjo

together make it love, forever make it your smile
nuh eh hwanhan miso gadeukhi
together make it love, forever make it your smile
ijeh jogeumshik jogeumshik gal ggeh

stand by me naleul balabajo jom duh gaggawo jigo shippuh
stand by me naleul jikyuhbajo jom duh mutjigeh bo igo shippuh

nan chuh eum en mollassuh noo goon gal balaboneun geh
ajikdo neh mam molla geudehneun geudehleul sarangheh

together make it love, forever make it your smile
nuh eh hwanhan miso gadeukhi
together make it love, forever make it your smile
ijeh neh soneul neh soneul jaba

stand by me naleul balabajo sarangeul moleujiman
stand by me naleul jikyuhbajo ajik sarangeh suhtoon gut gatta

—————TRANSLATION—————
stand by me. look at me, even though i don’t know love yet
stand by me. look over me, even though i’m still awkward at love

the more i look at you, i become happier. i find myself singing.
the new me who suddenly wants to buy a single rose is fascinating

as my heart draws closer to you, the world becomes more beautiful
if you feel this excitement too, please just wait a little bit

together make it love, forever make it your smile
full of your bright smile
together make it love, forever make it your smile
now hold my hand

stand by me. look at me, even though i don’t know love yet
stand by me. look over me, because i think i’m still awkward at love

the more i get to know you, my heart flutters. i’m always smiling
should i cautiously kiss you? should i draw closer to your heart?

could this heart of mine be love? i’m still so shy
though i haven’t taken a single step towards you, wait for me

together make it love, forever make it your smile
full of your bright smile
together make it love, forever make it your smile
now i’ll start to go towards you, bit by bit

stand by me. look at me, i want to be closer to you
stand by me. look over me. i want to look cooler to you

i didn’t know at first how to look towards someone
i still don’t know my heart yet. but i still love you

together make it love, forever make it your smile
full of your bright smile
together make it love, forever make it your smile
now hold my hand

stand by me. look at me, though i don’t know love
stand by me. look over me. i still feel clumsy at love.

do u know?

알고있나요 (Do You Know?) – Someday

—————ROMANIZATION—————
nan hessal eh nooni booshin shing geulun achimi omyun
sarangeh nooneul ddeumyuh nolel heh yo
ojik geudeh hanaman wihehsuh

for you~ i love you, only you
sulleh ineun mam gadeuk heh
hyangi lo eun kuhpi boda boodeuluh oon
na eh soom gyullo geudehleul bo ayo

anayo? geudehneun neuggijyo geudehdo
gaseumi mal hago itneun sarangilan gullyo
deullyuhyo? ijehneun bo ah yo, ijehneun
ggotboda duh areumda oon soojoobeun ma eumeul

nal barabayo. na eh soneul ggok jabayo
hengbokhan giboonijyo noonbooshin oonmyungijyo
sarangeh hyang gi eh miso ji uh yo

nan barami booluh omyun
salmyushi doo neuneul gamgo
sarangheh joomoon chulum soksak yuh yo

ilun nehmameul neuggil soo itdolok
geudeh neh nooneul bo ah yo
sulleh ineun mam gadeuk heh
mabub gateun kisseuh chulum ddasaro eun
na eh ma eumeul ijeh neun bo ah yo

anayo? geudehneun neuggijyo geudehdo
gaseumi mal hago itneun sarangilan gullyo
deullyuhyo? ijehneun bo ah yo, ijehneun
ggotboda duh areumda oon soojoobeun ma eumeul

nan yaksok heh yo oori son eul ggok gulluh yo
hengbokhan giboon ijyo noonbooshin oonmyung ijyo
sarangeh hyang gi eh chwi heh bo ah yo youngwon hi

anayo? geudehneun neuggijyo geudehdo
gaseumi mal hago itneun sarangilan gullyo
deullyuhyo? ijehneun bo ah yo, ijehneun
ggotboda duh areumda oon soojoobeun ma eumeul
oloji nan geudeh maneul sarang habnida

—————TRANSLATION—————
when a gentle morning comes with a sunshine so bright it hurts my eyes
when i open my eyes to love, i sing for only you

for you~ i love you, only you
with a full heart that is beating so fast
with a breathing that is softer than aromatic coffee, i look at you

do you know? you feel it too, don’t you
the love that my heart is saying
do you hear it? now, look at it now
my shy heart that is more beautiful than flowers

look at me. hold my hand tightly
isn’t this a happy feeling? it’s a shining destiny
the fragrance of love is making me smile

when the wind blows, i gently close my eyes
and whisper a request of love
so that you’ll be able to feel my heart

look into my eyes
with a full heart that is beating so fast
now see my heart that is warm like a magical kiss

do you know? you feel it too, don’t you
the love that my heart is saying
do you hear it? now, look at it now
my shy heart that is more beautiful than flowers

i promise you. let’s pinky promise.
isn’t this a happy feeling? it’s a shining destiny
let’s indulge in this fragrance of love forever

do you know? you feel it too, don’t you
the love that my heart is saying
do you hear it? now, look at it now
my shy heart that is more beautiful than flowers

i love only you, exclusively you.

Kamis, 09 Juli 2009

one day in your life

One day in your life
you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh...)

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always longing
for the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

(Ohh...)

earth song

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain.. .
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah
Oooooow

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaah
Oooooow


I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Oooooow Oooooow

Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about the bleeding Earth
(What about us)
Can't we feel its wounds
(What about us)
What about nature's worth
(ooo,ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the man
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

you are not alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Sabtu, 04 Juli 2009

ben

Ben the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you my friend will see
You've got a friend in me.

Ben you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's something you should know
You've got a place to go

I used to say
I and me
Now it's us
Now it's we
(Repeat)

Ben most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben

A friend
Like Ben
(Repeat)

black or white

I Took My Baby
On A Saturday Bang
Boy Is That Girl With You
Yes We're One And The Same

Now I Believe In Miracles
And A Miracle
Has Happened Tonight

But If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

They Print My Message
In The Saturday Sun
I Had To Tell Them
I Ain't Second To None

And I Told About Equality
An It's True
Either You're Wrong
Or You're Right

But If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

I Am Tired Of This Devil
I Am Tired Of This Stuff
I Am Tired Of This Business
Sew When The
Going Gets Rough
I Ain't Scared Of
Your Brother
I Ain't Scared Of No Sheets
I Ain't Scare Of Nobody
Girl When The
Goin' Gets Mean

L T B Rap Performance
Protection
For Gangs Clubs
And Nations
Causing Grief In
Human Relations
It's A Turf War
On A Global Scale
I'd Rather Hear Both Sides
Of The Tale
See It's Not About Races
Just Places
Faces
Where Your Blood
Comes From
Is Where Your Space Is
I've Seen The Bright
Get Duller
I'm Not Going To Spend
My Life Being A Color

Michael
Don't Tell Me You Agree With Me
When I Saw You Kicking Dirt In My Eye

But If
You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Brother
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

Ooh Ooh
Yea Yea Yea Now
Ooh Ooh
Yea Yea Yea Now

It's Black It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black It's White Whoo

It's Black It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black It's White Whoo

heal the world

Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better
world for our children and our children's children. So that they know
it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better
place.

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Bridge:
And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.


We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Refrain (2x)


There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.

You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children

Rabu, 24 Juni 2009

ARTI PERSAHABATAN

Sharon. Manis nama itu, semanis orangnya. Dialah sahabat Misha yang selalu diingatannya. Sudah enam tahun mereka mengenali antara satu sama lain. Kegembiraan dan sukacita hidup remaja mereka melalui bersama. Tetapi semua itu hanya tinggal kenangan saja. Misha kehilangan seorang sahabat yang tidak ada gantinya.

Peristiwa itu terjadi dua tahun yang lalu. Sewaktu itu mereka sedang berada di kantin sekolah. Misha sedang memarahi Sharon kerana mengambil pena kesukaannya tanpa izinya dan menghilangkannya.

Dan bila Misha bertanya, dia hanya berkata yang dia akan menggantikannya. Misha tidak mau dia menggantikannya. Karena pena yang hilang itu berlainan dengan pena yang akan diganti oleh Sharon. Pena yang hilang itu adalah hadiah dari Sharon sewaktu mereka pertama kali menjadi sepasang sahabat

"Aku tidak mau kamu menggantikannya! Pena yang hilang itu sangad berharga bagiku! Misha memarahi Sharon." " Selama kamu belum menemukan pena itu, selama itulah aku tak akan berbicara dengan kamu!" kata Misha pada Sharon. Misha pun menghentakan meja kantin dengan kuat hingga Sharon terkejut. Sharon yang dengan keadaan sedih dan terkejut hanya berdiamkan diri lalu pergi dari situ. Misha tahu Sharon berasa sedih mendengar kata-katanya itu. Namun Misha tidak berniat melukainya hanya saja waktu itu dia terlalu marah dan tanpa dia sadari, air mata berlinang membasahi pipinya.

"Sudah beberapa hari Sharon tidak datang ke sekolah. Aku merasa gelisah..apa dia sakit? Apa yang terjadi" Misha bertanya seorang diri. Fikirannya diganggu oleh seribu satu pertanyaan "Ehmm aku perlu dating menjenguknya?" tanya Misha di hatinya. Tetapi niatnya berhenti di situ. Dia merasa segan. Tiba-tiba telepon dirumah Misha berbunyi "Ring,riiiiiiiing,riiiiiiiiing,riiiiiiiing"Ibu Misha yang menjawab panggilan itu."Misha, oh, Misha "Teriak ibunya. "Cepat, ganti baju. Kita pergi rumah Sharon .tadi kakaknya Sharon menelpon meminta kita dating ke rumahnya sekarang juga" Suara ibu Misha tergesa-gesa menyuruh anak cepat bersiap. Tiba-tiba jantung Misha bergerak kencang. belum pernah dia merasa begitu. Dia merasa ada suatu ganjalan dalam hatinya. Apa yang terjadi? Ada apa ini? Mengapa jantug ku degedup tak karuan seperti ini/. "Ya Allah, ku mohan teramkanlah hatiku. Apapun yang terjadi aku tahu ini semua takdirMu. Ku mohon jauhilah segala perkara yang tak baik . ku mohon jagalah sahabatku." Berdoa Misha pada Allah sepanjang perjalanannya ke rumah Sharon.


Setibanya ia di sana, rumah Sharon telah dipenuhi dengan sanak -saudaranya. Misha terus menuju ke ibu Sharon dan bersalaman dengan ibunya dan bertanya apa sebenarnya yang telah terjadi. Dan dengan nada sedih ibu Sharon memberitahu Misha bahwa tadi sewaktu Sharon menyeberang jalan dekat dengan sekolahnya.tiba-tiba dari arah samping ada mobil yang melaju dengan kencangnya menabrak Sharon. Padahal dia hendak pergi ke sekolah… Katanya ingin bertemu kamu. Tapi apadaya niatnya tak sampai. Disaat di saat dia menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya, kakaknya menemukan surat tergenggam erat ditangannya" terisak-isak suara ibu Sharon menceritakan pada Misha sambil menghulurkan surat yang Sharon tulis dan berniat memberikannya pada sahabatnya.

Didalamnya terdapat pena Misha yang hilang dan permohonan maaf Sharon kepada Misha yang berbunyi


MISHA,
“aku minta maaf karena telah membuat mu marah..aku memang salah karena telah menghilangkan pena kesukaan mu. Tapi sepulang sekolah tadi aku tetap mencari pena mu yang hilang awalnya aku mencari di sekitar rumah, tapi tak ketemu hingga akhirnya aku berhasil menemukannya. Kamu tau tidak ada dimana? Ternyata ada di atas meja science lab. Hehe,, maaf..aku lupa..padahal aku yang menaruhnya disana. Semalam aku juga sempat dating kerumah mu, tapi kata ibumu kamu masih marah pada ku, jadi tidak ingin bertemu. Sekali lagi aku minta maaf ya.Ehmm..terimakasih juga yak arena kamu menghargai pemberian ku, aku sungguh kagum padamu dan makasih juga karma kamu telah bersedia menjadi sahabatku selama satu tahun ini. Meskipun saat ini kamu marah dan mungkin tengah melupakanku sebagai sahabatmu tapi aku akan berjanji akan menganggap mu sebagai sahabat terbaiku untuk selamanya, bahkan kanu juga sudah aku anggap sebagai saudara ku. Ehmm sekali lagi terimakasih karma kamu telah mengajari aku dan memberi tau aku tentang apa arti persahabatan yang sebenarnya”.

SHARON

Mata Misha pun dipenuhi air mata yang akhirnya jatuh berlinangan dengan derasnya.Kalau boleh dia ingin sekali berteriak sekuat hatinya. memeluk tubuh Sharon dan memohon maaf padanya tapi apa daya semuanya sudah terlambat. Dan saat itu barulah dia sadar bahwa.Persahabatan mereka lebih berharga daripada pena itu. Misha benar-benar menyesal dengan perbuatannya. Dia berjanji tak akan membiarkan peristiwa ini berulang kembali. Semenjak itu Misha rajin bersholat dan selesai solat dia membaca al quran dan berdoa untuk sahabatnya Sharon yang telah tiada.Karena hanya dengan cara ini sahajalah yang dapat Misha lakukan demi membalas jasanya Sharon dan mengeratkan persahabatanya.


TAMAT

because i'm stupid boy

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
neo hanapakke nan moreugo
tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

neoui harue naran eoptgettji
tto chueokjocha eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
kkeutnae seuchideusi kado

niga neomu pogosipeun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! Im waiting for you!

neoui harue nan eoptgettji
tto kieokjocha eoptgettjiman
neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
honja chueokeul mandeulgo isseo

naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangcheokata
neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
hamkke nan utjido mothae

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulpeun naleneun
niga pogosipta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! Im waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
paraedo dasi paraedo

niga neomu pogosipeun nalen
neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
kaseum sirigo seulpeun naleneun
niga pogosipta ipgae maemdola
honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! Im waiting for you!

credit to heygingersnap(at)bww2

TRANSLATION

Im really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
youre looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I wont be in your days
I wont be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, Im still happy
even yet you still dont know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
Im withstanding the pain each day
I love you is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, Im wiating for you

I wont be in your days
I wont be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
Im making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

Im thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
I want to see you is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, im waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, Ill keep hoping.

I really want to see the day
Im withstanding the pain each day
I love you is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

Im thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
I want to see you is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, im waiting for you, I love you

boys before flower (eps.24-25.end)

Aku seneng bgt sm episode 25.. kenapa ya.. ada yg suka juga ??
Malam itu janDi ditegur ibunya.. ada apa.. (menanyakan tujuan sebenarnya bergabung dng keluarganya). janDi bilang dia akan tinggal disitu, meninggalkan shinWa school & heir.. terang aja ibunya marah.. hilang sudah harapan utk merubah nasib hidup mereka.
yiJung mampir ke warung bubur, menanyakan apakah gaEul mendapat berita dari janDi, krn mrk kehilangan jejak gadis itu. Sayangnya gaEul tdk bisa menghubungi sahabatnya itu, HP’nya sdh tdk diaktifkan kembali. Lalu yiJung mengajak jalan/ngobrol gaEul.. gaEul sadar dirinya akan ditolak cowok itu, sebelum sakit hati ditolak & belajar dr pengalaman eunJae, dirinya sdh mundur.. menyatakan tdk akan menemui yiJung lagi.

Dirumah junPyo, junHee sangat prihatin dng kondisi adiknya yg tdk mau makan. Lalu assPri sang mama membawa wanita itu menuju kamar dimana sang ayah terbaring lemah dng bantuan alat pernapasan. Kaget, ngilu, sedih melihat sang ayah yg masih berjuang hidup tetapi sudah dinyatakan mati oleh ibu (istrinya) sendiri. junHee menemui ibunya, menanyakan alasan sang ibu, tapi jawabannya bikin orang gregetan (bukan cm junPyo & junHee), Cuma demi harga dirinya rela membohongi public & anak2nya sendiri dng kondisi ayahnya.. tentu saja tdk membuat kondisi sang ayah menjadi lebih baik. junPyo memandang sinis ibunya, mengapa ada manusia seperti itu.. bahkan dirinya tidak suka dng keadaan bahwa dirinya adalah anak dr ibunya…

jiHoo kangen dng janDi, melihat kembali foto mrk yg menggunakan baju pengantin, trus memegang cincin ibunya yg dijadikan bandul kalung. Mendapati sosok janDi yg tertidur dikursi sampingnya, baru juga akan dibelai gadis itu, tp janDi menghilang. Tak berapa lama dirinya melihat acara tivi dng latar belakang janDi sedang menjual ikan dipasar.. he..he..he.. (mmh.. mayan sama ceritanya).
junPyo diajaknya utk menemui janDi, tp junPyo gak mau dng nada sinis bilang “kalo kamu kangen, kamu aja yg pergi sana”. jiHoo marah, tp dia tetep meletakan alamat tinggal janDi diatas meja bilyard tsb.
Kesal dng keadaan keluarganya, junPyo menolak diajak wuBin utk mencari janDi. Dirinya tidak mau janDi mengetahui keadaan keluarganya (pdhl janDi kan dah tau ya..). Begitu wuBin bilang, “janDi kan beda, dia pasti bisa menerima keadaan ini”. Langsung dijawab junPyo “justru krn janDi, saya tdk mau”. (kalo mnrt aku sih junPyo sangat sayang dng janDi sehingga dirinya takut akan mengorbankan janDi jika sewaktu2 sikap buruk ibunya akan menurun padanya).

Kembali ke desa nelayan, keluarga janDi didatangi para tetangga yg sdh mengetahui berita bahwa pewaris shinWa group (junPyo) sudah bertunangan dng jaeKyung (majalah lama kaya’nya yg memuat foto2 junPyo dng jaeKyung sbg model HP). Lalu mereka marah merasa dibohongi, meminta kembali uang yang sudah mrk pinjamkan kpd ibu janDi. Disaat genting itu, datang deh jiHoo.. bilang “saya akan bayar semua”.. lalu mereka pun diam.

janDi kaget, “kok bisa tahu saya disini ?” tanyanya, jiHoo cm jawab “dari bell emergency”.. he..he.. so sweet ya.. ngobrol sebentar trus jiHoo memberi gadis itu cincin peninggalan ibunya dr kakeknya sambil bilang “ternyata saya tdk bisa hidup tanpa kamu”.. janDi memegang kalung itu sebentar, tp langsung dikembalikan ke jiHoo.. sambil nangis dirinya mengambil kalung pemberian junPyo.. “saya masih tdk bisa melupakan junPyo” jawabnya.. karena janDi jadi nangis, akhirnya jiHoo memeluk gadis itu.. padahal jauh diseberang sana ada sesosok pria ganteng yg naik mobil merah keren ngeliat adegan itu.. hiks..hiks.. patah hati lagi deh junPyo’na..

Masih belum balik, junPyo berniat menemui jiHoo, tp dilihatnya ada seorang pria mondar mandir gak jelas dng tampang marah sedang menunggu jiHoo juga. Begitu mrk melihat kedatangan jiHoo, pria asing itu bergegas masuk mobil, menyalakan mobil tsb dng tujuan menabrak jiHoo. junPyo mengetahui niat jahat pria itu, sebelum mobilnya menyentuh jiHoo, dirinya mendorong jiHoo sehingga junPyo’lah yg tertabrak mobil tsb. junPyo jatuh tdk sadarkan diri (meski hanya luka disekitar pelipisnya.. yg keliatan) jiHoo segera menelpon bantuan.
Di rumah sakit sdh lengkap F3, junHee & janDi menunggu selesainya operasi junPyo. Lalu ibu suri datang dng assPri, junHee marah berat, nanya ke ibunya, apakah tahu makanan apa yg junPyo sukai selama ini. Ibu suri diam, ketika ada berita bahwa operasi itu berjalan lancar, dirinya mengajak assPri utk meninggalkan tempat itu, junHee makin marah.. Ada rapat penting di Hongkong yg tdk bisa ditinggalkan, kata sang assPri..

Lepas dr junHee yg marah, ibunya sempat lemas, diminta assPri utk duduk sebentar, lalu janDi datang. Menceritakan kesukaan junPyo akan mie ramen, nasi kotak, eggroll & sate ikan yg dijual dipinggir jalan. Tanpa banyak kata ibu suri lalu meningalkan janDi, ditengah jalan dirinya berhenti utk melihat seorang anak & ayahnya yg sedang menikmati sate ikan.
janDi duduk sendiri, jiHoo datang memberitahu bahwa junPyo sudah dipindahkan ke kamar.
jiHoo sedih sendirian didalam klinik kakeknya.. krn ditolak janDi.. krn sdh membuat sahabatnya terluka krn menolongnya.. lalu sang kakek datang ikut merasakan kepedihan cucu’nya itu & memeluknya..
janDi sendirian nungguin junPyo dlm kamar, nangis sambil memegangi tangan cowok itu, mengakui dirinya sdh membohongi pria yg selama ini disukainya, dicintainya.

Ibu janDi dah balik lagi nih ke seoul, ktnya sih pemilik rental rumah tsb dah baik hati mo’ nerima mrk lagi.. tp mungkin ada campur tangan ibunya junPyo. Pulang sekolah janDi dah dijemput F3, junPyo dah sadar, kt mereka. Bergegas menuju RS, junHee jg senang dng kedatangan mrk, junPyo masih bertampang jutek, tp senang dng kunjungan tsb, dirinya jg mau waktu diajak salaman oleh jiHoo. Gak lama semua kaget, ketika junPyo nanya “lalu siapa gadis rambut hitam jelek ini?”.. mrk jadi curiga, “lho kamu kenal sm sahabat kamu gak ?” ya kenallah jawab junPyo lalu menjawab satu2 nama sahabat2nya itu.. tp tetep gak inget sm janDi. junHee menemui dokter yg bilang, mungkin karena sangat terobsesi hingga lupa atau memang sangat ingin dilupakan. janDi masih sabar memotong & menyuapi buah utk junPyo, tp junPyo masih menolaknya F3 melihat dng ‘amaze’. Kesal dng penolakan junPyo, janDi membeli minuman kaleng, mesinnya rada ‘error’ trus ada cewek (pasien di RS tsb) yg bantu menendang mesin itu hingga mengeluarkan minuman yg janDi inginkan.. Merekapun kenalan, gadis itu bernama yuMi, sedang dirawat krn kakinya patah abis main ski.. Gak lama junPyo datang, jalan tertatih2.. cewek itu bergegas menolong junPyo dng menggandengnya.. pdhl dirinya sendiri utk jalan aja masih pake tongkat.. aneh.. junPyo menolak, dirinya msh ber’tampang jutek bawaan.. tapi.. ketika janDi menawarkan dirinya menggandeng cowok itu, junPyo memilih digandeng yuMi.

F3 membuat teori, mungkin hrs memberi kejutan thdp junPyo yg bisa mengingatkan dirinya dng janDi lagi. Langkah pertama, janDi membawa es krim, lalu menyerang junPyo dng es krim tsb (adegan eps.1). junPyo marah dong, ketika marah itu, jidat junPyo ditepuk dng tangan janDi yg memegang kartu nama ‘janDi cleaners’.. masih gak inget juga, junPyo marah lagi deh..
Langkah ke-2, janDi masuk kamar junPyo, dng nada marah & gaya silat terbaiknya, dirinya menendangkan kakinya hingga didepan hidung junPyo (adegan eps.2) F3 menonton.. penasaran dng reaksi junPyo. Walah.. junPyo tambah marah.. bilang ke jiHoo bahwa dirinya gak mau ketemu janDi lagi. janDi sedih tp msh ditemenin jiHoo, ketemu dng junPyo yg lagi jalan2 sm yuMi, waktu yuMi mengajak salaman mo’ kenalan dng jiHoo, jiHoo menganggapnya gak ada, jiHoo langsung menggandeng junPyo utk kembali ke kamar & istirahat.
Malam itu yuMi mendatangi kamar junPyo, mengajaknya makan pizza, junPyo lalu cerita bahwa dirinya suka melihat bintang (teringat saat memandang bintang bareng.. tp msh gak inget dng siapa) lalu dirinya berkesimpulan.. sepertinya ada yg saya lupakan nih..
F3 & janDi datang menemui mereka, yuMi mengatakan mrk adl HC.. (hospital couple).. halah ngarep.. jiHoo marah krn sepertinya junPyo tdk berusaha utk mengingat janDi, junPyo bilang janDi adl pacar jiHoo kenapa dirinya hrs mengingat janDi, apa janDi bagian dr kelompok gangster.. belum selesai ucapan junPyo, jiHoo marah, nyaris memukul cowok itu, untung dilerai F2 & janDi.

Kembali ke klinik sang kakek, jiHoo meminta maaf kepada janDi.. janDi bilang jika sampai jiHoo memukul junPyo, jiHoo akan tdk bisa memaafkan dirinya sendiri.
Pagi2 janDi dah datang ke kamar junPyo, membawakan sekantung makan siang (lunch box), junPyo masih tidur, janDi berbisik “abracadabra.. junPyo ingat janDi” lalu pergi utk sekolah. yuMi datang sok akrab langsung memegang pipi junPyo (b’usaha membangunkan cowok itu). junPyo kaget, bangun, trus melihat ada lunch box, yuMi membuka kotak yg berisi nasi (yg sdh dibentuk wajah junPyo) lalu eggroll kesukaan junPyo. Tanpa malu yuMi mengaku dirinya yg membuat nasi box tsb, lalu junPyo bilang “org yg slama ini ingin aku ingat adl kamu ya ?”.. yuMi cm tersenyum.

wuBin & yiJung datang ke warung bubur, “mo’ ngapain ?” Tanya gaEul & janDi, dijawabnya “mo’ makan bubur”.. Masing2 dah makan semangkuk besar bubur yg sepertinya enak. Dah kenyang baru deh ngasih tahu bahwa junPyo dah kembali ke rumah. janDi panic, dirinya sangat senang dng berita itu, lalu diajak wuBin pergi kerumah junPyo. yiJung tetep tinggal, dirinya kesitu krn memang ingin menemui gaEul jawabnya. yiJung mengajak gaEul melihat pembakaran keramik, gaEul bilang meski panas dibakar, tp keramik2 itu senang.. yiJung cm komentar “yea.. mirip kamu”.. trus yiJung bilang bahwa dirinya akan pergi Swedia utk belajar, tp dirinya janji jika kembali nanti, gaEul adl cewek pertama yg akan ditemuinya, tapi tentu jika gaEul belum menemukan soulmate.

janDi langsung masuk kamar junPyo, ditemuinya junPyo sedang mengajak yuMi melihat teropong bintangnya. junPyo gak suka dng kedatangan janDi, dirinya masih mengira bahwa janDi adl pacar jiHoo. Mrk bertengkar omong, yuMi mencoba mendamaikan dng mengajak janDi minum teh. Dasar cewek gak tau diri, yuMi mencoba bermesraan dng junPyo memberi suapan kue, bikin janDi gerah bergegas menyelesaikan minum & makannya lalu meninggalkan mrk. yuMi mengejar janDi, tp cm bilang utk tdk menemui junPyo lagi krn bikin kondisi junPyo gak stabil (how do you know?). Dibalik pintu janDi menguping pembicaraan junPyo yg meminta yuMi membuatkan nasi kotak & eggroll spt waktu dirinya dirumah sakit kemarin.. hiks..hiks.. Mendengar kebohongan yuMi, janDi bergegas meninggalkan rumah itu, gak liat2 lagi, bertabrakan dng jiHoo, jiHoo menarik tangan janDi bilang “jangan melarikan diri”, lalu mengajaknya masuk kembali ke kemar junPyo. Sialnya mrk melihat pemandangan junPyo yg sedang tertidur dng kepala yuMi didadanya.. nyebelin tuh cewek.

janDi dah nyaris putus asa, mungkin hrs bisa nerima bahwa cowok yg selama ini disukainya, dicintainya sudah tidak ada.. kembali menangis dipelukan jiHoo.
Ketika yuMi membuatkan junPyo nasi kotak, junPyo langsung mencomot eggroll, ketika dirasakannya berbeda dng buatan janDi, dirinya protes, mulai curiga jangan2 bukan kamu yg buat waktu itu. Tapi yuMi berkelit, dirinya memang membuat tp dng rasa yg berbeda. Trus junPyo komentar bahwa dirinya tdk bisa melupakan ekspressi gadis itu (rumput/janDi), yuMi langsung marah, selama ini dirinya yg membantu merawat junPyo, tp kenapa janDi yg diingatnya.. junPyo jd gak enak hati.
Pulang sekolah kali itu, janDi sdh dijemput F3 lagi, kali ini menyerahkan undangan party dari junPyo & yuMi. F3 & janDi dah dandan ganteng/cantik melihat permainan harpa yuMi. janDi berjalan sendirian, yuMi menemui janDi memberitahu kabar terbaru bahwa junPyo masih belum ingat janDi (bukan kabar baru kale ..) trus mengakui bahwa dirinya mulai suka dng junPyo, lalu berharap janDi mengerti.. (dasar.. dasar.. dapet tulang minta daging).

yuMi yg menyatakan pengumuman bahwa dirinya akan pergi dng junPyo ke Amerika, junPyo akan melakukan bisnis, sedang dirinya akan sekolah disana. janDi makin sedih, menjauhi keramaian itu, jiHoo datang memakaikan gadis itu jas miliknya. Ketika jiHoo minta ijin utk mengambilkan janDi minuman, junPyo lewat, mo’ balik utk menghindar janDi, tp janDi panggil. janDi nanya masih inget ini gak (ngasih lihat kalung bulan/bintang) ? dijawab tidak sm junPyo. Lalu janDi bilang ini saya kembalikan pada kamu, tapi junPyo menolaknya, kamu buang aja sendiri. Maka janDipun membuang kalung itu kekolam renang. Lalu kembali nanya “kamu bisa renang gak ?” dijawab gak bisa, “gak bisa atau gak mau ?” Tanya janDi lagi, dijawab gak bisa krn punya trauma waktu kecil dulu. Lalu janDipun bercerita ttg junPyo, ttg usaha belajar renangnya, bahwa junPyo org yg gak takut apapun kecuali dng kecoa, bahwa junPyo org yg bodoh yg tdk bs membedakan pride dng privacy (he..he..he..) bla.. bla.. bla.. meski begitu junPyo sangat ingin melihat bintang dng anaknya, bahwa junPyo org yg kesepian tp penuh dng cinta. junPyo msh marah & mrasa janDi sok tahu, lalu janDi mo’ melakukan 1 hal.. pelan2 mundur mendekati kolam renang, membuka jas jiHoo lalu menceburkan diri kedalam kolam renang.

F3 & tamu2 yg lain dah kumpul mendengar suara kecipak air, janDi tdk berusaha utk mengangkat tubuhnya keluar dari air, jiHoo sengaja membiarkan hal itu.. hingga.. ingatan junPyo kembali pada saat janDi menolongnya waktu dirinya kecebur & belum bisa berenang dulu, trus inget waktu junPyo menolong janDi yg kecebur & dah gak bs renang.. teriak (tp gak kenceng) ‘geum janDi’.. terjun masuk kolam renang utk menolong gadis itu. Setibanya janDi diatas permukaan, junPyo teriak berharap janDi segera sadar, lalu memberikan gadis itu nafas buatan. Ketika janDi sadar, junPyo memanggil gadis itu, janDi cm komentar “kamu ingat”.. lalu junPyo meminta maaf & memeluknya. yuMi menyaksikan adegan itu, trus kabur sebelum yg lain melihatnya.. bagoosss..
Saat gi ngobrol santai membahas test agar janDi bs mendapat beasiswa di shinWa university, janDi mendapat sms dr junPyo yg menyuruhnya keluar rumah. Ngobrol utk ngejek janDi yg ingin masuk sekolah kedokteran. Trus junPyo berbalik arah sepertinya mengajak janDi utk kencan, tp ada suara desing motor sehingga janDi kembali gak denger apa yg diucapkan junPyo. Yang kedengeran cm “awas kalo kamu gak datang, kamu mati”.

F3 dah nunggu di acara pesta perpisahaan SMA, cewek2 yg lain ngarep diajak dansa oleh F3, tp mrk bingung mencari seseorang yg gak ada. janDi mang gak niat dateng ke acara itu, dirinya masih sibuk menolong kakek di klinik. Baru jg selesai membuang sampah, dirinya dijemput limousine panjang mewah, diajak ke acara pesta perpisahaan itu. Meski cm berpakaian seragam SMU, F3 gantian mengajak janDi dansa. Disini dicerita’in ttg kelebihan2 F3 itu, wuBin yg kuat serta petarung yg hebat, yiJung yg meski playboy tp memiliki cinta sejati, hingga jiHoo sebagai ‘janDi guardian angel’.. janDi sangat2 berterima kasih dng jiHoo. Dah selesai dansa, F3 nanya’in junPyo, janDi baru keinget ucapan junPyo kmrn.. “maaf saya hrs pergi dulu”.. sambil gerutu’in junPyo.. he..he..he..
Keinget kencan pertama mrk, janDi berlari menuju namSang tower, takut junPyo kedinginan lagi krn kelamaan nunggu. Didepan tower itu junPyo dah nyiapin lampu cantik utk janDi, memberinya kopi yg senilai dng $30, trus mengajaknya naik kereta gantung.

Begitu masuk kereta, janDi menutupi tulisan itu, junPyo menariknya.. janDi kesel, kamu niat nulis itu biar saya gak bisa nikah ya ? tanya janDi. Lagian kamu jg akan menikah dng saya, emangnya kamu pikir kamu mau menikah dengan siapa ? Tanya junPyo.. “berarti kamu dah tau ya”.. ketika akhirnya janDi berjalan menjauhi tulisan itu, junPyo teriak.. “sekarang kamu gak bs nikah”.. duh.. seneng bgt deh adegan yg ini.. kocak..
Rupanya junPyo mo’ ngelamar janDi nih, soalnya dirinya mo’ pergi ke Amerika utk kerja, bukan krn bisnis keluarganya, bukan krn ibunya. Tapi murni krn keinginannya sendiri, janDi nanya mo’ pergi berapa lama, dijawab mungkin 4 tahun. janDi cm bilang ‘semoga perjalanannya menyenangkan’.. janDi bilang dirinya jg punya impian sewaktu junPyo di macau & dirinya mendapati ketidak berdayaannya dlm hal renang, maka dirinya ingin melakukan keinginannya itu disini.

4 tahun kemudian, junPyo sebagai general manager shinWa diwawancara di station tivi, hingga ttg kisah asmaranya. Ibu & ayahnya menonton dirumah sambil minum teh, kakaknya junHee menonton dibalik kursi agung sebagai direktur utama shinWa group.
yiJung baru pulang juga nih, masih berpakaian & membawa koper, menemui gaEul yg sedang mengajar anak TK.
janDi berlari2 mengejar bis yg hampir meninggalkannya, mrk akan memberikan pengobatan ke daerah pantai. Dah ada jiHoo yg duduk dibarisan paling belakang bis tsb. jiHoo diberi julukan ‘pangeran dokter’ ada anak kecil yg bercita2 akan menikahi pangeran dokter.. lucu deh.. trus janDi ngeluh dng pelajaran kedokteran yg dirasanya susah, jiHoo nanya apa perlu dirinya mengulang pelajaran lagi biar bisa bareng terus.. mmh.. lebay... Gak lama ada helicopter & suara orang “geum janDi harap segera pergi ke pantai”.. suara junPyo..

janDi lari2 ke pantai, menemui junPyo yg sdh lama tdk bertemu, tp masih dng ekspresi datar. junPyo ngomel krn dng waktunya yg sedikit, tp janDi berjalan terlalu lama, gak lama wajahnya berseri2 memeluk kekasihnya, bilang kangen..
Abis itu berlutut menawarkan sepasang cincin & menanyakan “sudikah menikah dng seorang guJunPyo ini ?”.. belum jg janDi menjawab, jiHoo bilang “saya keberatan”, lalu yiJung & wuBin gentian bilang “keberatan”.. masa mrk mo’ nikah sebelum mendapat restu dr kita.. Mereka tertawa bersama, memandang laut luas.. F4.. junPyo & janDi…

TAMAT deh.. duuh.. dah kangen duluan sm lesung pipitnya.. sst.. gosipnya mrk dah kontrak utk bikin sesion-2'nya lho.. tp gak yakin.. mo' nyerita'in apa lagi ya.. :).

Sabtu, 20 Juni 2009

sahabat

Di senyap kegelapan..ada setitik cahaya terang..
Di setiap kehidupan yang sulit..ada seberkas harapan..
Ya..Harapan...
suatu hal yang bisa membuat kita selalu optimis
baik dalam duka, dalam kesulitan, maupun dalam penderitaan..
Karena disana...
Ada seseorang yang bisa selalu berbagi..
Seseorang yang selalu memberi harapan dalam nestapa
Dia lah seorang sahabat...yang ada dan selalu tersenyum
Sahabat sejati..akan selalu memberi harapan..
Memberi semangat dikala kita lelah menapaki hidup ini..
Memberi senyuman dikala kita muram..
Berbahagialah wahai kau yang memiliki sahabat...

kegagalan

Kegagalan merupakan salah satu usaha yang sudah lewat dilakukan...
Jangan dijadikan suatu halangan yang menjadikan Kau seorang pengecut....
karena kegagalan merupakan suatu obat..yang terasa pahit namun harus kau telan...
karena kegagalan merupakan suatu bumbu pelengkap agar Kau sadar dan tidak sombong bahwa ternyata Kau hanya manusia biasa....
agar Kau sadar..bahwa ternyata hanya ini yang bisa Kau mampu lakukan...
sambil merenung dan berpikir bahwa besok Aku tidak akan gagal lagi...
itulah tanda orang yang bersyukur...........................

do'a ku

Ternyata sudah hampir setahun berlalu..
dalam derai ruang kelas yang sedikit kusam
namun Aku selalu menyapanya setiap hari
demi cita-cita yang selalu menjadi bintang
dalam terang angan-angan masa depan

Menari bersama Guru Ku
dalam derai ruang kelas yang sedikit kusam
memperagakan tarian kemampuan diri
otak dan pikiran yang terpadu dalam pengetahuan akan Ilmu
ternyata Ku telah menapakinya

Dari siang hingga petang
dalam derai ruang kelas yang sedikit kusam
Ku rasakan......Semangat!
ketika pelajaran itu Aku suka
Ku rasakan....Bingung?!
mengapa Terkadang Aku tak paham-paham?

Karena Pengalaman adalah guru yang paling baik
dalam derai ruang kelas yang sedikit kusam
kemalasan Ku belajar mungkin yang membuat Ku bingung
atau mungkin karena keacuhan Ku ketika Kau menerangkan?

Tapi Aku tak malu bertanya
dalam derai ruang kelas yang sedikit kusam
pada guru Ku yang tercinta
Ajari Aku agar cepat bisa
Aku tidak akan malas lagi!
ataupun mengacuhkan Mu!

Aku sadar....
Aku sudah besar..
Aku sudah akan lulus...
Do'a kan Aku...
Wahai Ayah bunda, guru Ku yang tercinta...

Karena Aku ingin Bintang KU terang di masa depan!

Jumat, 12 Juni 2009

paradise ost boys before flowers

Almost paradise achimboda deo nunbusin
nal hyanghan neoui sarangi on sesang da gajindeutae
In my life nae jichin sarme kkumcheoreom
dagawajun ni moseubeul eonjekkajina saranghal su itdamyeon

neoui soneul japgoseo sesangeul hyanghae himkkeot sorichyeo
haneureul georeo yaksokhae yeongwonhi ojik neomaneul saranghae

bam haneul bulbit gateun uri dulmanui areumdaun kkum paradise
neowa hamkkehandamyeon eodideun gal su isseo
to the my paradise to the my paradise

neo himdeureotdeon sigangwa geu apeum modu da ijeobwa
ije buteo sijagiya neowa hamkke
tteonaboneun geoya dallyeoganeun geoya loving you forever

Almost paradise taeyangboda deo ttaseuhan
nal boneun neoui nunbicheun on sesang da gajindeutae
In my life nae jichin sarme biccheoreom
dagawajun ni sarangeul eonjekkajina ganjikhal su itdamyeon

All of my love All of my life
nae modeun geol georeoseo naneun neol saranghae

jeo pureun badagateun uri dulmanui areumdaun got paradise
neowa hamkke handamyeon eodideun gal su isseo
to the my paradise

neo himdeureotdeon sigangwa geu apeum modu da ijeobwa
ijebuteo sijagiya neowa hamkke
tteonaboneun geoya dallyeoganeun geoya loving you forever

Almost paradise achimboda deo nunbusin
nal hyanghan neoui sarangi on sesang da gajindeut hae
In my life nae jichin sarme kkumcheoreom
dagawa jun ni moseubeul eonjekkajina ganjikhal su itdamyeon

cheonsagateun ni misoga gadeukhan uri nagwone
neomaneul wihan kkotteullo yeongwonhi chaewodulkkeoya

Almost paradise taeyangboda deo ttaseuhan
nal boneun neoui nunbicheun on sesang da gajindeut hae
In my life nae jichin sarme biccheoreom
dagawajun ni sarangeul eonjekkajina ganjikhal su itdamyeon

eonjekkajina saranghal su itdamyeon



# ENGLISH TRANSLATION ::

Almost paradise
Your love for me is brighter than the morning
I feel like I have everything in the world
In my life
You came to me like a dream in the midst of hard times
If only I could love you forever
I hold your hand and shout out to the world
I swear on the sky
You’ll be my only love, forever
Our dream shines on like lights in the night sky, paradise

I can go anywhere as long as I’m with you
To the my paradise
Forget the times you suffered and hurt
It’s only the beginning for us
Let’s go, let’s run
Loving you forever

Almost paradise
Your eyes feel warmer than the sun as they look at me
I feel like I have everything in the world
In my life
Your love came to me like a silver lining in the midst of my exhaustion
If only I could preserve it forever
All of my love
All of my life
I love you with my all
Our place is like the blue ocean, paradise

I can go anywhere as long as I’m with you
To the my paradise
Forget the times you suffered and hurt
It’s only the beginning for us
Let’s go, let’s run
Loving you forever

Almost paradise
Your love for me is brighter than the morning
I feel like I have everything in the world
In my life
You came to me like a dream in the midst of hard times
If only I could preserve it forever
Your angelic smile fills our garden
I’m going to fill it with flowers for you

Almost paradise
Your eyes feel warmer than the sun as they look at me
I feel like I have everything in the world
In my life
Your love came to me like a silver lining in the midst of my exhaustion
If only I could preserve it forever
If only we could love forever.

Selasa, 05 Mei 2009

gom semari ka

Gom semari ka

Han jibe itso

Appa gom, umma gom, aegi gom.

Appa gom eun tuntun ae

Umma gom eun nalshin ae

Aegi gom eun nalmugiyowuh

U suk, u suk, jal handa.

Translation:

Three bears

living together

father bear, mother bear, baby bear.

Father bear is very fat

mother bear is slender

baby bear is very cute

they all live happily under one roof

geu deh ji geum

Keu dae ji geum nae ka seum me deul leo wa sarang eul mal ha go iss jyo
Ggum mi a ni gi leul na neun ki do hae bwa yo
Nae mam mi ja gu keu dae lan sa lam noh ji mal la go ha ne yo
Yok sim meul nae la myeo ba bo gat teun mal leul ha ne yo

U yeon hi da ga on keu dae sarangi waen ji nach seol ji anh nass jyo
Ha ji man yak sok dwen in yeon i gi e sa lang i dwel jul mul lass jyo
Jo geum hu myeon keu dae bo nae ya hal ten de keu leol ja sin ni eobs jyo
Na heul lo iss deon keu ja li leul chaj ja i je dol la gal bbun nin de
Dang yeon han il lin de wae mam mi a peu jyo

Keu dae won ha deon sarang eul chaj ja i je dol la gal bbun nin de
Haeng bok kan keu dae leul us seu myeo bo nae ya hal ten de
Nae nun neul bo myeo sarang eul mal ha jyo seu chyeo gan sarangi ji man
I sun gan na neun neo mu haeng bok kae yo ma chi ggum meul ggun gos cheo leom
I je ya al lass seo yo cheo eum bu teo u lin sa lang haess seoss da neun geol
Na hol lo iss deon keu ja li leul chaj ja i je dol la gal bbun nin de
Dang yeon han il lin de wae mam mi a peu jyo

Keu dae weon ha deon sarang eul chaj ja i je dol la gal bbun nin de
Haeng bok kan keu dae leul us seu myeo bo nae ya hal ten de
Nae ge sarang eul ju myeon an dwe na yo keu dae jeong mal an dwe na yo
I je neun keu dae leul i to lok sarang ha neun de

Sabtu, 02 Mei 2009

ai mei (ambiguous love )

ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu
zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju
he shi gai qian jin he shi gai fang qi
lian yong bao du mei you yong qi

zhi neng pei ni dao zhe li
bi jin you xie shi bu ke yi
chao guo le you qing hai bu dao ai qing
yuan fang jiu yao xia yu de feng jing

dao di gai bu gai ku qi
xiang tai duo shi wo hai shi ni
wo hen bu fu qi ye kai shi huai yi
yan qian de ren shi bu shi tong yi ge zhen shi de ni

ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu
zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju
he shi gai qian jin he shi gai fang qi
lian yong bao du mei you yong qi

ai mei rang ren bian de tan xin
zhi dao deng dai shi qu yi yi
wu nai wo he ni xie bu chu jie ju
fang yi han de mei li ting zai zhe li

Minggu, 12 April 2009

ikhlas

Telah lahir raja siang menjelang hari
Dengan sinarnya yang anggun di ufuk pagi
Senyuman melambai menyapa burung yang berkicau sahdu
Saat itu semuanya terlihat..betapa indahnya dunia ini

Dengan gagah Ia menyapa alam
menari bersama awan
dengan lantang Ia teriak...
"Aku ingin hidup selamanya"

kini siang menjelang..
Ia tersadarkan dengan peluh
cahayanya merona redup
ternyata dunia tak selamanya indah..

Untaian cakrawala hitam menyirnakan kemilau
terkadang badai dan hujan pun seakan tak mau menjadi sahabatnya
sang raja baru sadar, ternyata ada sakit bisa menerpa
walaupun terkadang senyuman pelangi sedikit tawar
ternyata hidup itu perih..

sandaran jiwa tertaut dipikiran
mengharap ketenangan seperti dulu
mendamba keceriaan penuh senyuman
akankah didapat?

dalam peluh dan duka
ia lihat Maha Raja
dengan Tahta dan Kitab suci Nya
yang hanya berteman dalam Keikhlasan...

detik

"Setiap detik untaian waktu
selalu menjadi alasan untuk berubah
agar lebih baik dari hari kemarin,
dimana hidup adalah alat ketulusan
untuk menjadi baik pada diri sendiri dan orang lain"

Kamis, 12 Februari 2009

melepas mu

[intro] Am C-F
G-Am C-F 3x

G Dm
tak mungkin menyalahkan waktu
G F
tak mungkin menyalahkan keadaan
G Dm
kau datang di saat membutuhkanmu
G F
dari masalah hidupku bersamanya

reff:
G C G
semakin ku menyayangimu
Dm Am G
semakin ku harus melepasmu dari hidupku
C G Dm
tak ingin lukai hatimu lebih dari ini
Am G
kita tak mungkin trus bersama

Am C-F

G Dm
satu saat nanti kau kan dapatkan
G F
seorang yang akan dampingi hidupmu
G Dm
biarkan ini menjadi kenangan
G F G
dua hati yang tak pernah menyatu

[interlude] Am G
C G Dm Am

[chorus]
C G
semakin ku menyayangimu
Dm Am G
semakin ku harus melepasmu dari hidupku
C G Dm
tak ingin lukai hatimu lebih dari ini
Am G
kita tak mungkin trus bersama

G# A#
maafkan aku yang membiarkanmu
G# A#
masuk ke dalam hidupku ini
Fm Gm G#
maafkan aku yang harus melepasmu
G
walau ku tak ingin

demi cinta

E B
maaf kutelah menyakitimu
C#m A
ku telah kecewakanmu
E B
bahkan kusia2kan hidupku
C#m A
dan kubawa kau sperti diriku

F#m B
walau hati ini trus menangis
E A
menahan kesakitan ini
F#m B E
tapi kulakukan semua demi cinta

E B
akhirnya juga harus kurelakan
C#m A
kehilangan cinta sejatiku
E B
segalanya tlah kuberikan
C#m A
juga semua kekuranganku

F#m B
jika memang ini yang terbaik
E A
untuk diriku dan dirinya
F#m B E
kan kuterima semua demi cinta

[chorus]
A B C#m
jujur aku tak kuasa
F#m B E
saat terakhirku genggam tanganmu
A B C#m
namun yang pasti terjadi
F#m B
kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

A B C#m
bila nanti esok hari
F#m B E
kutemukan dirimu bahagia
A B C#m
ijinkan aku titipkan
F#m B
rasa cinta kita selamanya

[interlude] A Am E C#m F#m
Intro : A E F#m 2x
E C#m
Tik,.,tik,.,.tik
F#m B
Waktu berdetik
G#m C#m A B
Tak mungkin bisa ku hentikan
E C#m F#m B
Maumu jadi mauku
G#m C#m A B
Pahitpun itu ku tersenyum

A B G#m C#
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
F#m B E
Saat berhadapan kamu

E C#m
Tik,.,tik,.,.tik,.,.
F#m B
Air mataku
G#m C#m A B
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
E C#m F#m B
Mau ku tak penting lagi
G#m C#m A B
Biar ku buat bahagiamu

A B G#m C#
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
F#m B E
Saat berhadapan kamu
A B G#m C#
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
F#m Am B A
Jadi diriku, yang masih cinta

interlute : A G#m F#m 2x B

A B G#m C#
Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
F#m B E
Saat berhadapan kamu
A B G#m C#
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
F#m Am B E
Jadi diriku, yang masih cinta